as Sara Groves said

listen here

hello, Lord:

it's me, your child. I

have a few things

on my mind. 

right now I'm faced 

with big decisions

and I'm wondering

if you have a minute

cuz

right now I don't hear so well

and I was wondering if you 

could speak up.

I know that you tore the veil

so I could sit with you in person

and hear what you're saying, 

but right now

I just can't hear you.

I don't doubt

your sovereignty;

I doubt my own ability

to hear what you're saying 

and to do the right thing, 

and I desperately want to 

do the right thing, 

but

right now I don't hear so well

and I was wondering if you 

could speak up.

I know that you tore the veil

so I could sit with you in person

and hear what you're saying, 

but right now

I just can't hear you.

and somewhere 

in the back of my mind

I think you are telling me to wait, 

and though patience

has never been mine, 

Lord, I will wait to hear from you. 

Lord, I'm waiting on you... 

right now I don't hear so well

and I was wondering if you 

could speak up. 

I know that you tore the veil

so I could sit with you in person

and hear what you're saying, 

but right now

I think you're whispering.